A mother’s love is eternal

 My sweet babies, I am making this blog for you as a record and a reminder of how much I love you. Since we’ve been separated 6 months now, my heart is very broken. I long to hold you and tuck you in at night and kiss your foreheads and make your breakfast in the morning.  I’m so sad that your dad won’t let me see you. This is parental alienation. I’m doing all the things the court says I need to do to get you back. Your dad is keeping you from me to hurt me. He has convinced you that I’m not safe for you but that’s not true. Someday it will be clear. I will never stop fighting for you. I pray God will soften your hearts to me and give you a fierce curiosity to know me. My heart is so broken. I need you guys and you need me too. 

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